Praise

So... I've been in my books and my devotions and dare I say even the Bible lately, looking for answers, fighting demons, trying to make my way in this world and in the sticky situation I am.

I read something today in my devotional that just hit my in the chest (a lot of messages hitting me dead on lately...): that sometimes, it's better to just say thanks than to ask anything.

If it weren't for Rach, and to a lesser but still important extent, Kyle, I'd be going insane this week. Completely insane. So thanks. Thanks for keeping me grounded, reminding me what is important, and helping me to hope and to fight, to not quit.

God... thanks. Thanks so much for everything, every opportunity, every friend, every detour, every breath.

I couldn't do this without these wonderful people in my life.

Thanks most of all for allowing me to rediscover faith, hope and love... and yes, most of all love.

I have so many things to pray for, so many things to ask for, but for now... thank you so much for the wonderful blessing you have showered my life with. Even when I am not looking, you are still faithful. And though I may not always get what I want or what I think I need, you are still faithful. So thanks.