2.11.2009

Once, Upon a Time, I Could Lose Myself

Each day can really be a war.

I wonder if there's something wrong with my body, and if my aversion to going to the doctor is starting to get a little ridiculous. Thinking I can't get off this kick, whatever it is. I mean, I am not sick, but I am not well. Who knows.

Otherwise... each day.

My stress level and emotions have been through the meat grinder the last few weeks. Things are better now - not what I anticipated, but strangely better and getting better. There are good people in my life, and some new good people coming into my life, and the old stalwarts that I depend on and love.

And Music, of course, there through it all. Love it, love it, love it.

I'll take the varmint's path... but maybe I won't end up just like I began.